My today is my tomorrow's yesterday!

I smile and laugh a lot, but that is the curtain that covers my serious and caring inner world... My poetic mood sometimes clears up people' thoughts about the unfairness of the life, so I can easily bring someone to tears or force them to laugh! I like sarcasm, wit, but we need to use it in mild portions in front of those who barely understand it. I'm looking for someone who will be able to understand me at least for 30% as I have somewhat a "tricky character". Now, I'm not trying to sound complicated-I am! And that's why I haven't been able to find the STRONG GUY who comes to STAY. Sorry but I need to say this: most of them were immitations of a "Strong Guy". As soon as they see the girl who likes to express herself, they just run away. I should warn those guys who look for a "HAMESTIK" in me. I respect all the Armenian traditions regarding the females being modest, taking care of the kids, doing housework, etc. And I myself follow them. But hey! WAKE UP! We're in the 21st century! FEMALES SHOULD EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS AND IDEAS ABOUT EVERYTHING! No, I'm not a feminist, but would love to be the best friend of my husband, not just a ring on his finger. But for equality, both the mind and emotional level of my life partner should be equal with mine. I expect my soulmate to appreciate me for whoever I am & not to try to change me in order him to look "smarter" in front of his family members or friends. The last request: Don't hide your real intentions. They'll surface anyway